Be Fascinated - Chapter 7

-Chapter 7-

After washing and drying her hair, Philia frowned at the pain between her legs. She thought that it would get better after applying medicine, but that wasn’t the case.

“Should I apply it one more time…?”

Seeing as she couldn’t spread her legs, she didn’t think she had applied it correctly. As she sat on the bed and rolled up her skirt, the door opened wide.

“…!”

There wasn’t a knock this time. Philia looked at the doorway in surprise. Claude, who had been going to enter, stood rooted to the ground. His gaze rested on Philia, who was sitting with her legs slightly apart and her red skirt raised to the top of her thighs.

”Uh… Uh….”

Seeing that Philia wasn’t able to say anything, Claude came up with an excuse.

“I heard you were taking a bath so I was going to wait in the room.”

“I was already done…”

“It seems so. But, what are you trying to do now?”

Philia’s face reddened. Why did she have to show Claude such a sight? She let out a sigh.

“I was going to apply some medicine.”

“I’m here for that same reason.”

“For medicine? I have enough.”

Hearing Philia’s words, Claude said, “Take off your clothes. I’ll apply the medicine for you.”

“Wh-What?!”

Philia almost screamed. What Claude had said was just so outrageous.

“Y-Y-Y-Your Highness. The place where I’m in pain…”

“I know. It’s your vagina.”

“…Will you apply medicine to that place?”

“Is that strange?”

Philia was slightly embarrassed by his gaze that seemed to question what was so strange.

“If you call for a doctor, he’d also be a male.”

“…”

“I’ve already seen all there is to see. It’d be better for me to help you than leave you alone unable to do it.”

“”…Uh.”

Wouldn’t it be better to see a doctor instead? I’d rather ask Paula to apply the medicine than…But either way, it would be shameful. Being in a relationship with Claude would’ve made this better. 

Philia shook her head aggressively, as if whipping herself for having such weak thoughts.

“I’m taking responsibility,” Claude said.

“Are you teasing me?”

“…Do you think I’m teasing you?”

Looking at Claude’s face, Philia wondered if she was the strange one.

“I’ll apply it on my own.”

“You applied it on your own yesterday, wasn’t it uncomfortable?”

“…”

“That’s why you didn’t go for a walk with me.”

“Uh…”

“Isn’t that the reason? Or is it because you’re uncomfortable around me?”

“T-That’s not the reason.”

It’s because everytime Claude gets close, I get excited… 

Philia, who couldn’t be honest about her feelings, was cornered.

“It’s because I’m ashamed.”

“What are you ashamed of?”

“It- Reminds me of what happened years ago…”

“Hmm…”

To that, Claude didn’t say anything. Philia mustered up the courage to raise her head. When their eyes met, a strange smile appeared on his lips.

“Is that why you avoid me while having such a lewd expression?”

“…”

“Answer me, Philia.”

Philia was shocked by the words that came out of his mouth. They were so blunt. Her face reddened to the tips of her ears.

Claude sneakily sat next to her and looked down at her. Philia flinched. 

“What are you thinking right now? Are you afraid that I might forcefully rape you?”

“N-No. I just…”

“Tell me, when you look at me, what are you thinking about? And what are your thoughts about what happened years ago?”

If there could be moisture in one’s words, his voice would be drenched right now. She could feel his hot breath as his hand reached over and touched her neck. Her entire body trembled as his big fingers swept down her ears and neck. Philia straightened her back in an attempt to hide her shivers.

“Honest desires aren’t bad, Philia.”

“…”

“Though there’s nothing wrong with trying to hide it… I’ll be honest. Philia, do you remember that time?”

Claude suddenly turned Philia’s body around with one hand, raised a hand above her neck, and covered her mouth. The sudden movement made her very nervous. The sound of his breathing reached her ears. This is definitely… He gently grasped her shoulder with his other hand, as if trying to reassure her, and whispered into her ear.

“When we saw that couple, when we were next to each other, just like this…”

“…”

“You were excited too.”

As he whispered into her ear, she got goosebumps, and she felt tingling shivers throughout her body. She turned around and pushed Claude away. Then got up from the bed, as if to run away.

“I-I’m sorry,” Philia said. Tears were gathering in her eyes. Claude knew just what she was thinking.

“No, it’s okay.”

“I know it’s rude to feel like this, so I tried not to think about it that way…”

“Ah, you were worried about that?”

Claude burst into laughter. He was laughing more than he did back at the Temple.

“So, you don’t have to apply the medicine. That’s too…”

“Because you’re aroused? Or because you’re shy?”

“Both.”

Philia’s ears turned red from shame.

“A person who should be avoiding men must be very disappointed and disgusted to have such vulgar thoughts.”

“I’m not that disappointed.”

“Philia, the reason I embraced you was because I had that desire as well.”

“…”

“Don’t you remember?”

Claude got up from his seat and approached Philia. He leaned down slightly to match Philia’s height and cupped both her cheeks.

“At that time, I was excited as well. Don’t you remember my dick being erect?”

Dick. Philia was about to lose her mind at that explicit and vulgar word.

“…”

“And now, just looking at your body makes me aroused.”

“…”

“Do you think it’s disgusting for me to think that way?”

Philia’s face reddened beyond control. What does he mean disgusting? No way. There were times where she wanted that too. She shook her head in excitement before lowering it.

“I hurt you, so I have to take responsibility for it.”

“…”

“Huh?”

Philia eventually turned around and looked at Claude.

“If you don’t want to, I have no intention of forcing you to do so. I’m just worried.”

Gentle relief mixed with a subtle uneasiness blossomed. Philia nodded. Claude pushed her back towards the bed. After his gentle persuasion, Philia gave in.

“Please lie down and roll up your skirt,” Claude said.

Upon hearing Claude’s words, Philia carefully rolled up her skirt. Without saying anything, she took off her underwear.

Claude came closer and spread her legs. Ripe petals stained with crimson blood were exposed between her pale, white legs.

“Huuh”

Philia bit her lip at the sudden waft of air. After cleaning his hands on the towel he had brought, Claude opened the container of ointment, coated his hand with it, and began rubbing it down there. It was lower than the area she was able to reach. 

“Now that I’m seeing it, you didn’t apply medicine properly to the wound. This medicine has immediate effects, so you should be fine right away.”

“…Huh.”

“I don’t want to waste it, so I’ll just apply everything.”

Claude’s thumb, which had been digging inside her, brushed her clitoris. That stimulus made her thighs and back flinch at the same time. As if that weren’t enough, he applied a thick layer of the ointment onto her skin. Philia bit her lips slightly at the stimulus that was neither too strong nor too weak. Nevertheless, sounds kept leaking out and she couldn’t stand it.

“I’m not here to have sex with you today.”

“…”

Philia had no choice but to lower her head. She never knew that she’d be in this shameful position with her legs open in front of a man, let alone Claude.

Fortunately the agonizing pain that had been bothering her disappeared as soon as the medicine’s effects kicked in.

“Ah!”

“I have to apply it inside too.”

A finger covered with slippery ointment went inside. The aching area kept throbbing.

“…Haa”

Claude looked at Philia’s face and smiled.

“I don’t think my finger will come out if you grasp onto it so tightly.”

“…”

“The medicine’s effects are quite good. It’s already getting better…”

“Your Highness.”

Claude’s middle finger was slowly moving in and out of her vagina. Even though he knew that the medicine was well applied already. Since she was already wet, there was a squelching sound every time his finger moved forward.

“Ugh… Your Highness.”

“I want to make sure you’re all better. Just confirming,” Claude said softly. However, Philia’s head was burning hot as the rest of his fingers fiddled with her clitoris.

“Ahhh!”

Her high-pitched voice resonated throughout the room. It was a sound that would make any man aroused. Claude stimulated her petals as if he were possessed by her voice.

Claude looked at her face. The sound of lips opening, the sight of her drenched eyes. Her cheeks flushed red. All of it was insanely beautiful.

“Y-Your Highness…”

Although she was surprised by the pleasure she was feeling again, she had never said that she wanted to go at it ‘til the very end.

She knew one thing as well. If she told him to, he would stop.

Claude generously spread the medicine over her vagina. The medicine, which had immediate effects upon contact, came at an exorbitant price, but he had no intention of saving it.

“Ahhhh…”

“It doesn’t seem to hurt anymore. Shall we take a closer look? Let me know if it hurts.”

Kind and gentle words. A transparent liquid of love dripped down his fingers instead of the white ointment. A sticky sound could be heard.

Her torso was covered in a modest red dress while her legs were lewdly wide open. Looking at her red hot face as she held on tightly to the sheets, Claude had the urge to suck and swallow her tiny, moaning lips.

“Ah ah!”

Who would’ve thought that a woman, a saintess nonetheless, would yearn for a man’s touch like this. She was such a lustful, sensual, and enchanting woman, and he was utterly mesmerized.

Of course, he didn’t just like Philia because she was a ‘saintess’.

But, that wasn’t to say it didn’t drive him crazy.

“Philia, you don’t like it? Should I stop?”

“…”

“Is it uncomfortable?”

Philia looked up at him with tearful eyes. She was still unable to properly voice her desires.

“Should we stop, Philia?”

“Urk…”

Claude stopped all movement and looked down at her. It had been a while since he had removed his fingers that were stimulating her vaginal wall.

Philia lied still with a confused expression. An expression mixed with fear, but also strange anticipation and excitement.

When her face was awash with pleasure, it was so beautiful. He wanted to color that face with pleasure once again. He wanted to put his member in and frantically satisfy his desires.

“You have to say it with your mouth. Audibly.”

“P-Please…”

Philia looked terrified. As expected, I drove him into a corner. Continuously avoiding and rejecting him was driving her crazy so, unlike him, she couldn’t wait any longer. The fact that he visited her room to apply medicine for her was also such a crazy act that it drove her half out of her mind.

“This… This…”

“Is this what you want?”

“Yes, but only if it’s for pleasure.”

“Ah, now you’re no longer a saintess that needs to practice modesty.”

A wounded look flitted across Philia’s face. It was strange that she had no hesitation in rejecting the chastity that she had practiced over the years.

It was natural to be afraid of pleasure for the first time. That sense of shame was also cute.

“Urk!”

Claude moved his face and bit the plump flesh on her thighs. After that, he stroked it with his tongue as if to soothe the stinging pain. That action alone made her tremble. 

“Why, are you going to get married? Are you worried about your future husband?”

Philia nodded. It was simply a humorous reason. She was worried about her future husband, but do the men who will become husbands also maintain their purity?

When those men grow into adults, they will become so desperate to embrace a woman.

For the sake of a ‘husband’ you will meet in the future, you must refuse yourself such pleasures. Claude was very dissatisfied with this notion. 

“Ah!” 

Claude buried his face between her legs. Words couldn’t convince him, he was too stubborn. How could one change their conservative modesty overnight?

“Ah, Your Highness! Your Highness!”

Although it was a different speed than when she had taken the aphrodisiac, when he rolled his tongue along her clitoris at the same rate, her back began to tingle. It smelled like bitter medicine, but he didn’t care. He just wanted a woman who was groaning in pleasure, spilling lewd and obscene fluids, to face her desires properly. 

Just before her body reached its climax, Claude removed his tongue and looked at Philia again. Philia took a deep breath.

“Do you want me to get hard like this?” 

“Huh…”

 “You and I are the only ones here right now. Now, you can do whatever you want.”

“…”

“I…”

As Claude went to continue his persuasion, Philia opened her mouth.

“Your Highness, do you want me? Do you really want me too?”

Those anxious eyes looked at him imploringly. Claude smirked upon hearing her question. It was such a natural answer for him. When he nodded, Philia spoke quietly, covering her face with her hands. 

“Then, do it…””

Upon receiving her consent, his desperate hand slid across Philia’s thigh. Claude started to suck the nipples that stuck out from under her thin dress.

“Urk…”

His hot saliva covered her dress in a wet stain. Her nipples stood in a row. Claude ripped the neckline of her dress. The seam was easily broken and one breast popped out. 

“Haaa!” 

Her peach-coloured nipples were extremely sweet and soft. Claude raised her legs and brought their bodies closer. 

Claude’s knee gently rubbed her damp center.

“Urk! Hnnngg! 

That place, which had already reached its climax, began to get aroused again by the rough pressure. Philia, who was almost fully naked, gave up her body to Claude. 

“Ahhh, it’s so pretty.”

She had a disheveled appearance about herself and it was very pretty. His dick, which was hardening and tightening in his pants, couldn’t stand it anymore. 

Claude lowered his pants. His weapon-like penis stood erect as if it were stuck to his stomach. He had the urge to wiggle his body like a dog in heat. However, she would get hurt again. A little more affectionately, softly…

Claude then noticed the ointment and a perverted idea came to mind. 

“I’ve thought of a good way to apply the ointment to the inside.” 

Claude scooped it onto his bulging penis. That bottle of ointment cost 10 gold bars, but what did it matter? It was worth it if it could act as a lubricant in his activities with her.

So sticky and soft. He gently inserted his manhood into her moist entrance.

I won’t act crazy like last time. That time, he had been too excited about their first sexual encounter.

“Urk!” 

It was his second insertion, but Philia accepted it with a frown. 

Between her gaping legs, she could feel herself stretching to her limits. On second thought, he was too big. He exhaled and grabbed his penis. 

However, rather than being overwhelmed, her body, governed by pleasure, was delighted and accepted the man’s length.

“Ahhh…”

The effects of the aphrodisiac may have ended, but her body remembered the pleasure and welcomed him. Is it because I took the medicine? What would it have been like if I didn’t take it? 

“Ah!” 

In the end, Claude, who had lost his patience, shoved his dick all the way into her vagina.

“Oh, oh!” 

It was getting hard to breathe. The throbbing pain grew. He slowly started to move his back. Philia lowered her head, covering her face with her arm. 

“Huh…”

His rhythm was gentle. It was just right, since she wasn’t in a state of crazy excitement from the aphrodisiac. She could hear Claude’s hot breaths.

“Lower your arm, please.”

 “…”

When Philia didn’t move her arm, a large hand lowered the arm that was covering her face. Philia looked at Claude with a tearful expression. In that moment, Philia realized something. 

There was no need to ask ‘Do you want me?’.

Claude was crazy right now. She could see his piercing eyes. And judging by his face, he was completely into this act.

This was what Philia had hoped for. She had imagined what it would be like if such a man was crazy about someone. She had even secretly hoped that that someone would be her. 

When their eyes met, he leaned over and lay on top of her. There was no weight on them, but her large breasts touched his chest. Her nipples, which were standing in excitement, moved as if drawing a picture on his hard body.

“Ahh… Ahh!”

What does this man think of her? Was he interested in her? Or, like the man who tried to rape her, did he only want to violate her holiness? Or…

“Ah, huh, argh!” 

She couldn’t think of anything else. His movements became rough. Claude turned her face and violently kissed her lips.

“Uhmm, ummmm!”

With that, she could no longer think of anything else. All she could do was try to put a stop to the lewd sound of being pleasured by Claude.

“Don’t bite your lips”. 

It was like her body was being tapped with a hot iron. The parts he touched were hot and painful. The sensations seemed to be concentrated between her legs that were receiving his manhood. She raised her knees.

“Ugh… Heuk…!” 

Philia unconsciously hugged Claude’s body. When his dick grazed something inside her, she let out a lewd scream involuntarily.

 “Ah, ahhhhhh! Y-Your Highness!”

“The sound… The sound… Listen to it.”

“Ahhh- Hnnggg!”

“Because no one else is here to listen. Come on…”

“Ughhhh!” 

It felt like her back was twisting. As he reached his climax, he kissed her, muffling her screams. The sheets were soaking wet. ‘Applying medicine’ had long lost its place as the purpose of Claude’s visit.

As he satisfied her desires, a strange sense of liberation enveloped her.

“Hnnngggggg!” 

She reached her climax at the same time as he released his cum into her vagina.